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January 21st, 2005
01:11 pm

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So I totally forgot that I had one of these... Sad cause it's only been like a few months. Oh well, I have a xanga now and I really don't know how I feel about it.

check it.

www.xanga.com/im_rockin_the_80s

:+: cAitS :+:

Helly Ya no more finals

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Party Up

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October 6th, 2004
06:36 pm

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So things have been A LOT better lately.  Thanks for all the people who listened to me whine about stuff and talk when I really needed it.  It means soooo much to me!!

Anyways, Homecoming is in like 3 weeks or something like that.  I really wanna go with this one guy but I don't think he's going to ask me because he doesn't really wanna go.  I don't know what to do anymore, I guess I should talk to him about it, but I don't wanna make it too obvious that I wanna go with him.  I don't like him like oh I wanna go out with you like him, but I just really wanna go and I think we would have a good time.  I wish this wasn't so confusing.... AGHHHH but if he does ask me, we have a pretty awesome group : Jenny and Peter, Kels and Jared, Liz and her lover, Steph and her man whore, Me and my "date if I get asked", plus maybe other people!  Hey not tooooo shabby considering no one's even been asked yet!  Haha I mean seriously, I think the only people who've been asked have been Freshman and everyone else is like WTF screw it.  Sooo moving on, but I'm crossing my fingers..... XXXXX

I don't really have much to talk about, actually I do, but I'm just too damn lazy to write about everything... BUT ITS BEEN GREAT!!!! Oh yea and Liz, Bre and I decided that going out to lunch everyday is making us fat.... MMM we'll have to think about that one now won't we... As I always say, ONCE A CARNI ALWAYS A CARNI

Latas

Current Mood: PLEASE OH PLEASEEEEE
Current Music: Let's gooooo __ Trick Daddy

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September 25th, 2004
12:13 am

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I don't know why but stuff just seems to be getting out of control lately:


1.  Friends aren't really there when you need them, and they go back on their words


2.  My mom says I'm irresponsible even when I totally am


3.  Everyone keeps asking me about colleges and shit... DUDE I'M FUCKING 16 YEARS OLD FOR GOD'S SAKE... don't even go there


4.  I have a lot of amazing times with people who I've gotten to know better this year (ie Liz, Bre, and Kels) but at the same time, I feel as though it's not enough


5.  I just want to cry right now about stuff I can't even post


6.  I lost a best friend this week


7.  I'm sick


8.  I can't even listen to this song without crying


I need someone to talk to... I've been quiet for too long and I can't take it anymore. 

Current Mood: w/ a side of anxiety & sadness
Current Music: Breakaway --- Kelly Clarkson

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August 16th, 2004
12:47 am

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Steady -- Are you ready?

Wow updating two days in a row, that's a new record for me!  So I forgot to mention the funniest thing that happened Fri night.  Freeze, Whitney, and I went to see Princess Diaries 2 and after Cynthia Ann and I went to get Chinese food with her mom and her grandma and I kept calling the lady Lee Lee.  Anyways I didn't know what kinda food I liked so I called my mom and asked her and she gave me like a list of the WHOLE freakin menu so I was like screw that and I just made up what I was gonna order.... Damn it I shoulda gotten the Combination Artichoke Ding --- How big is it??  I dunno Freeze why don't you freakin' ask how big her ding is... Haha ok then we went to her uncle's house and I kept eating and eating and eating and her mom was makin' fun of me cause I was like a one man eating machine.  Def rocked the Law and Order SVU after!! Haha but too bad we couldn't finish porque I had to shower and get tanned for my competition yesterday... and then I totally had a shit attack when her mom was getting gas!! Haha I had to ask the guy at the counter for the bathroom key and I had to walk past all these homeless people before I could get to the UNISEX room as we now call it ---- And of course the lights had to go out and I was totally afraid that one of the hobos was gonna try and like rape me or something so I called the Freeze and she and her mom had to wait outside the b-room in their car.... HAHAHA dude that was amazing!! It's only a one person thing though and I'm sorry you couldn't join in Cynthia Ann... Donde esta Goobs on that one?

Went to the Shaumburg Flyers game today with like every single member of my family and their brother.  It was actually a lot of fun and we saw about 45092835423 million people we knew which was kinda creepy.  Ate too much as always and I think my dad was about to get a truck to carry me away!!! Kelsie had soooo much shit to eat that she was totally bouncing off the walls:: Cotton candy, ice cream, candy, a hot dog, peanuts, and popcorn... Ok so she kinda was moochin' off people, but I mean come on for a 5 five year old she can really pack it in!

After the game went with Tim and Christine to cornfest in Island Lake.... Met Caroline there which was fun and saw her crazy pictures from Prague.  Haha there was this nasty whore who was sitting by us and her thong was TOTALLY hanging out so Caroline and I went up to her and told her that her butt floss was hangin' out and she was all like:

                  " Pshh why you be checkin' me out? You some kinda lesbians or something cause if you are it's all good. . . Besides its the way my boyfriend likes it "

Ok so Caroline and I were like

                   " OK beeyotch first of all we're def not lesbians because if we were we wouldn't mind if your ass was hangin' out but because we're not, we don't wanna see that nasty junk you got in that trunk so pull 'em up there slugger... "

HAHA that was the funniest thing ever because Tim and Christine dared us to go over there in the first place and we totally were jokin and just wanted to see what she'd say.  And ewww she was totally checkin' Tim out and puttin' out for him... AGHHHH she was sooo nasty, but not as nasty as the fat guy whose whole ass was hangin outta his Levis....I  HOLY FUCK  I think I'm scarred for life! Class act those Island lakers -- Downgrade for you!

Anyways Cornfest got boring so we went back to Christine and Caroline's house and just hung out in their backyard... Their little 8 year-old neighbor named Jimmy came over and was trying to act like a pimp!! Haha and then his little friend Michael came over and he was totally wearing a rosary around his neck and we were like WTF??? But it's all good cause he was cute ---> Yea but not when he told Christine that she was ugly... Hahaha I was pissing in my pants because he's 8 and if I sat on him I would crush him... What a little faggot.  So they left and we were hitting golf balls into the forest and their dog went and got them, but she's really stupid so sometimes when you would hit it by the fence, she would go into the woods for like an hour and not come out... MMmmm I wonda what kinda kibble she gets?  Psshhhhh and then their dog was all outta breath and Caroline said that the dog had a good vibrator going OMG i was on the ground laughing sooo fuckin hard!! Haha I love you Caroline.... Then we went for Starbucks and Jimmy Johns as if eating all that junk today wasn't enough!

Too bad school starts in 10 days... Man where did the time go?  Seriously I feel like all I've done this summer is go to dance, summer school, eat, and watch millions and millions of movies, but it's been one big partay though on the other hand.  Pshhhh soooo many good times! I guess I need to start actually reading my book for school considering theres like no time left! Ehh who cares? I need to do sooo much shit tomorrow in my room it's insane, but as always I put it off so it needs to get done... Hopefully sleeping at Cindy's tomorrow night and going downtown on Tuesday...

I'm heading in... Hey can anyone give me a ride on Wednesday to FYI? My parents are going up to Lake Geneva and one of the cars is getting worked on soooo can't drive!!  Mike if you can, give me a call

 

Current Mood: groggy
Current Music: Juliet -- LMNT

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August 15th, 2004
01:20 am

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I'm ThE oNe WhO's KiCkIn ThAt CoKe MaChInE

Ok bitches so it's been like a month and a half since I've updated and I don't even know where to start ...

Went downtown on Monday night with Tim, Christine, and Caroline and got piss ass drunk... Shitttt def not worth the headache, but the little bastard said it was pretty funny when I was running up and down the hallway asking if people were going to pick up their chinese food..

          Hello this is Sue Lee calling from Panda.  You Wing ting chicken and fwied rice is ready for pick up.  Us no deliver you pick up..

Mmmm but def did try a couple of chocolate martinis for da first time and they were amazing!! Dude I'm such a fucking faggot... Haha as Ashley says: I live for the nights I can't remember... Ok actually it would be the night I can't remember porque I'd never gotten that drunk before.. Alright moving on

Actually started workin' out this work for like the first time eva!! Haha Freeze, hour long phone calls while watchin' Maury... When's your mom gonna invite me over so I can wax her back?? Ewww I can't believe your mom fucking honked at those guys when we drove passed and they waved at us and I was getting all spastic and TOTALLY waved back... Haha you faggot me gusta el shot glass especially the mother of all of 'em!! Partay at my house this weekend!  And def loved it when your sister got fuckin' kicked outta the house - cause that made me piss in my pants sooo fucking much!  Haha I love ya my fat ass.

Ok now that that's done, my parents and I went down to Robinson, Ill last weekend for a wedding and holy shit this place is like seriously hicksville.  There were like random oil things everywhere and the coolest place to hang out on a Saturday was at the Walmart... Yea def the whole thing was an experience cause we were considered the big city folks and there were even some people at the reception in jeans... But it was all good because Kelsie was the flower girl and she looked soooo adorable when she was walking and throwing flower petals.... And she's totally going into Kindergarten in like a week.. I feel old damn it

Had to wake up early this morning porque I had a dance competition in Milwaukee.  Who the hell wakes up at 5 in the morning?  I mean come on.. Passed by Shauna's house and saw her bug... Once we got there it was fun because we had a lot of time to just goof off and then by the time we danced and got results it was still pretty early.  Actually it wasn't that bad so i most def can't complain.

Alright I am fuckin' tired and def done with this for now... Lata bitches!

Current Mood: impressed
Current Music: Where are you ---- J Roman and Soluna

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July 2nd, 2004
11:52 pm

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I wILl Be ThErE dOn'T yOu CrY bEcAuSe YoU'lL bE iN mY hEaRt FrOm ThIs DaY oN nOw UnTiL fOrEvEr MoRe

Wow ok I totally had this AMAZING live journal that I did last night, but of course my computadora deleted it as always! AGHHHH I hate it! The computer geeks come out next week to fix it which is a good thing considering that we can't even really use AIM anymore. Def rocking my sister's computer right now...

A lot's been happening lately and I really really miss seeing people.  Considering the fact that so many people are out of town it's kinda hard to get together. And not O-Town getting together (Friesen's mom!!)  Ehhh summer school blows as usual.  But at least I'm getting Consumer over with.  Oh yea and we have a totally amazing class though.  Check it, Amy, Maria, Cindy, Whitney, Balooooo, Tawni and a bunch of other people are in it!  Holy Shit we have some of the greatest times in that class! .:Hah Neighbor Dan has a vagina...aka a Vag:.  MmMm yes he does, but at least he can throw swingin' parties! Man some good times in that class most def [Using the hand shake Amy!] Ok I'm done...

Like I said before a lot of stuff has been going on.  On Tuesday at 1:25 my grandpa died.  He'd been sick for a while, but really started declining in the past six months.  I didn't really talk about it with a whole lot of people, but all I can say now is that I'm glad that he isn't in pain anymore.  He had parkinsons and dimensia which is azlheimers only I can actually spell it.  The medication he was taking told his brain not to eat so as of Tuesday, he hadn't eaten in 7 1/2 weeks.  It was really really hard watching him deteriorate like he had.  I was really trying to be strong for my mom, her sisters, and especially for my grandma. My grandma was soo great throughout this whole thing and has been by my grandpa's side every single day since he's been sick. Like my mom said, WE ALL WITNESSED A TRUE LOVE STORY OVER THE PAST  TWO YEARS, but they were having a difficult time dealing with everything and I was trying to always put everything on a positive note.  I mean I really was trying, but at the funeral yesterday I just lost it.  Some how seeing him for the last time was really painful.  Out of all the grandchildren, I knew him the best and we had a lot of memories together. I just let my emotions go because I couldn't hold them in any longer.  My sister was awesome and she supported me throughout the whole mass.  She's amazing.  I was also really touched at how many people showed up at the wake on Wednesday. There had to be over 500 people that showed up. Not even joking. It was amazing.  I had at that time told only two friends about my grandpa's death and they were both there to support me.  I was doing great up until then, but then yesterday was a whole different story. But right now I'm doing well and actually feeling at peace knowing that he's probably up in Heaven right now competing over the best lakes and bait for his fishing rods.  Haha he was such an amazing guy.  I'm really gonna miss him...

Ok well I just had to get that out and now that I'm feeling a little more relaxed, I think it's time that I tell you about my little shithead cousin.  Ok so he's not exactly little in fact he's going to be a sophomore next year which makes this story even more disturbing.  So we had the wake on Wednesday because the way it would have normally worked out, the wake would have been Thursday and the Funeral would have been today (Friday).  However, today is my grandparent's 55th wedding anniversary and she didn't want to remember it as the day that she buried her husband.  So anyways back to my story from the wake.  My cousin's name is Richie and one of his friend's named Bob came to the wake on Wednesday with his mom and his little brother Gage. --> Don't even get me started on the name <-- During the course of the time they were at the wake, Richie, Bob, and Gage started to chase each other around the funeral home.  Not a good idea.  My grandma got so pissed that she threatened to kick his ass in front of the whole room.  He was all like ummm ok.  And this is coming from a guy whole never even talked to people on Wednesday because he was too entranced by his Sega Nintendo thing or whatever and didn't bother to meet with anyone.  So my brother and I decide to go down to the basement where there was a bunch of food and we caught them chucking tomatoes and pieces of cookies at the walls and grinding stuff into the carpet. Yea and tomatoes were definately stuck to the wall just as an FYI. Before they saw us we totally went to get my grandma, his mom, my mom, and my other aunt.  Most def wished I had had a camera!  They were throwing a conipition and we were so glad we busted him.  I mean how much of a dumb fuck can you be to be acting like that at your grandpa's wake?  What a bunch of fuckers!  Haha so they were pretty pissed and I loved it when my mom was like, " You'd better run you little bastard because I am gonna take you down.." Oh man I was pissing in my pants at this point.  And then later, Richie decided to threaten to pound me into the ground and I was like let's go bitch especially because he's three times my size and I've totally kicked his ass before in front of all my relatives.  Ya this coming from the kid who tried to set my house on fire and trip my grandpa all at the same party... What a fucker.

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Going back a little bit, but two weeks ago Cindy and I most def went to see Los Chicos de Blancos... Mmmm yes!  I especially loved it because we got dropped off at the Old Navy across from Deer Park because I wanted to buy some more flipper floppers.  Def a lot of fun trying to cross Rand Road... Here's how the convo went

Cindy: Shit O'Brien we're not gonna make it across

Me: Ehh this is nothing... We just gotta wait until the lights turn red and then it will be just glorious...

[Finally crossing Rand after like 5 min of waiting]

Cindy: Oh man Oh man Oh man

Me: Shit mother fucker move your fucking lard ass you freakin' bastard... We're about to get our asses smashed but some fuck heads

So much for staying calm O'Brien... But I love ya Freezin'!  Oh yea and there were definately games involved..Oh wait did I mention FREE GAMES and FIFTY CENT HOT DOGS?  We got two not including all the shit we had had at school.  Way to go Fatty Friesen and Obese O'Brien.  Ya gotta love it

And that night I was going to go out with my brother, his girlfriend Christine, and her sister Caroline.  DODGEBALL -- If you can dodge wrenches, you can dodge balls.  Haha so we were supposed to go to like an 8:00 movie and then get ice cream and stuff after, but total change of plans.  We ended up going to dinner at 8 at some Mexican restaurant and they totally had a mariachi band with Really Really Really tight pants. Psshhhh yea.  And then my brother and his girlfriend tried to order us margaritas but that didn't really work even though we ended up having like six of them.  We were a little tipsy, but it was all good... Hmm can't really remember a whole lot from that night. But I know it was fun!

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I'm muy excited for the Fourth of July this weekend!! I mean I don't think anyone quite understands how much I love it.  To give you a comparison, I love it more that Christmas... Yes it's true. We usually throw this huge bash, but seeing how things went this week, it's kinda down to party status as of right now.  It's all good though and I'm really looking forward to it!!

Well that's all she wrote.  I'm Caitlin O'Brien and that's the update on my life.. Tryin' to be all Anchorman and shit.. Hmmm not working!

Countdown to Anchorman: 7 days!

Current Mood: relieved
Current Music: Ughh I like it like that Slow Motion fo me Slow Motion fo me

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June 14th, 2004
11:29 am

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YoUr AtTeNtIoN pLeAsE... InDiA aIrLiNeS aNnOuNcEs ThE dEpArTuRe Of FlIgHt Ic408

SUMMERTIME SUMMERTIME SUM SUM SUMMERTIME>>>>> Even though we've been out of school for the past two days, I am still SOOOO excited that its FINALLY summer!! Yay no more teachers, ok just my mom... no but she's cool so it's all good.  The past three days/nights have been totally amazing.  Ok here it goes:

Friday I was going to go with Cindy to get her haircut,  10 inchessssss.  But I didn't porque I had to clean, but she said she looks like a man, so I'm excited to see it today!  But yea anyways moving on, I was going to go to Alex's party on Friday night with Cindy and Heika-dike, but I had to go to this dinner thing at the Tresnowski's and we were kind of  celebrating my dad, my sister, and Kelsie's birthdays so I totally had to go.  Not that I didn't have a great time because I totally did!  Then I had a show at 10:30 at Barrington High School for the Relay for Life they were having, so I had to leave at 8:30 to go and put that show together which was kinda fun, but the little kids were so tired becauset they usually go to bed at like um 3 or something but yea totally felt like they took their riddalin before they freakin' came but its all good... And then I was going to sleep over at this girl from dance's house, but then the majority of the people had to wake up and leave at like 7 for Milwaukee and I was like ummm kinda need at least some sleep and I wasn't going to Milwaukee soo I went home.  Also porque I had to wake up kinda early the next day so I kinda wanted to get some ZzZzZs.

Ok so then on Sat, I went to my niece's birthday party and she had like 20 little kids at her house.  I walked over and helped my sister put dirt in little planter things because they were going to plant their own little flowers and decorate the planters.  It was SOOOOO cute!  But then my sister kept knocking over the dirt!  HAHAHAHA that was greeeaaattt.  It got really hot out so we went inside and opened presents and my sister's best friend announced that she was going to have another baby!!! YAY, but we're kinda concerned because she was told that she couldn't have children and so they adopted a little girl named Elizabeth... But then like 2 years ago she had a baby girl, but she died and that so sooo sad.  Her name was Lauren Renee and oh man it was soooo sad!!! Ok but we're so happy for her!! And then I had this rehearsal thing for baile and that was some funnn shitt, but then I had to go to coordinate another show downtown.   HAHA this was the funniest show ever because it was this big Polish wedding and no one spoke any English and they kept talking to me in the bathroom and it was soo funny.  But the room we danced in during the reception was cool cause it looked like it was from Harry Potter! Mmm yess Harry Potter.  And then definately went to Chili's at like 11 with my parentals and those were some goood times!

Boo I had to wake up at 6 yesterday for church which wasn't cool, but it didn't bother me because I knew i could sleep in today.  But anyways we had a BBQ last night and during dinner all of a sudden Kelsie says boobie! HAHAHAHAHA oh man I was dying! And then Caeleigh goes asdf;jasdfkjsdf boobie!  AWWW shit!  That was def a highlight!  But then I had to clean my house so I couldn't go out which kinda blowed, but I survived!!!!

Ok so now I'm done telling you about my queermo life and all and now I need to jump in da shower so I can go shopping con Cindy and Whitney.... PSHHH YEA

 

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June 6th, 2004
12:49 pm

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FiNaLs ReAlLy SmElL lIkE pOo OoH oOh

My computadora is sooo f-ed up... My brother really really really needs to fix it because if he doesn't, I think I'm gonna have a shit attack... Mos def

So my parentals come home tonight which is cool.  Too bad I couldn't go, most def would have LOVED to see my aunt and my cousins, but no I had to "study" for finals.   This blows man.  Mother fucker, and then my mom called me yesterday and she's like "Oh you totally could have come with us, because there's plenty of down time that you could have studied... I'm grading papers right now..." Hmmm can I get a YES I WOULD HAVE JUMPED ON AN F-ING PLANE RIGHT NOW?? That kinda pissed me off, but I dunno it happens.  I was kinda sad especially cause yesterday was  Kelsie's 5th birthday and my dad was telling me about how hyper she was on like the 3845563218595 pieces of cake she had had.   Hmm funny... Wish I could have been there... BOO I FEEL OLD HaHaHa

Ok so Friday night was freakin' amazing.  Melissa and I really didn't know what to do, so we decided to go to the STS graduation.  Oh man, was it LOOOONNNNGGGG.  They only had 68 people graduating which was small compared to what we had.  But it was funny because we say Megan, Michelle, and Jessie and they were all like HMMM what the fuck are you guys doing here??? Hahaha I dunno what we were smoking, but then Melissa's dad came to pick us up at nine because he was chaperoning post-prom and all.  It was sooo early, but like 10 minutes after he dropped me off, I called Melissa and we decided to go to the movies at 10:20... Saw Mean Girls again... 

MELISSA YOUR A FUGLY SLUT!!! AHAHAHAHA
YOU BITCH WHORE mmmm YESSSS

Oh man and my brother, his girlfriend Christine, and I picked up Melissa and the car ride was fucking hilarious.  Dude I couldn't stop peeing in mis pantalones!! HAHAHA almost as great as the joyride with Elizabeth Franczak... Hmmm yes

And there were all these 8th graders coming out of AMC with Harry Potter lightening bolts written on their heads in eyeliner.  Can you say fags?  We did.  HAHAHA..  Bonus, we saw Julie con her date to prom, HOTTIE mejor.  Lucky lucky lucky.  Got home around 1 and the car ride home was even more hilarious.   YESSSSS serie

The people across the street from me had this MAJOR blowout last night and music was playing until like 1 or something.  Seriously they had like 30 cars parked on the street, it was crazy... And now as I look out my window, people are coming back... That's f-ing awesome!! And the twelve year olds yesterday were laying out on the grass tanning.  Weirded out I do have to say

Oh yea and speaking of twelve year olds, there was a girl at the STS graduation who's I think going into like 6th grade, was wearing a white skirt and a THONG....  WHAT THE FUCK? Dude when I was twelve, I wore like pants above my waist and like sweat suits or some shiznit like that.  Little whores....

Hmmm well I should probably go and study seeing as how I haven't really done a whole lot of it.  OVER AND OUT ....

Current Mood: determined
Current Music: 1-2-3 Holla Man ----> Dude by Beenie Muchacho

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June 4th, 2004
02:07 pm

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HoLd Up WaIt A mInUtE lEt Me PuT sOmE pImPiN' iN iT <3

Mmmmmm Quiznos!!  Me encanta la comida!  Just got back from lunch con mi papa!! Yay he came home!  Can I get a woot  woot?? Ok so anyways, my parents are going to San Diego this weekend with my sister, brother-in-law, and nieces are all going... but OF COURSE not me... Why?  Because finals suck my balls.  No seriously.  If the freakin' teachers had actually taught us shit this quarter, I would have totally been able to go, but because they didn't, well you get the picture.  So yea speaking of finals, they're gonna blow. I screwed over a lot of my classes and now I actually need to study.  AGHHH I hate school, good thing there's only 4.5 days left of this hell hole!!!!

Yea so kinda don't have anything else to write for now, but stay tuned for the STS graduation info... Nevermind

Current Mood: full
Current Music: Beenie Man - - - - - - - - - - - Dude

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May 31st, 2004
08:03 pm

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AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Ok so right now I'm in one of those moods that I ABSOLUTELY hate!!! I feel really really stressed even though I've had a really good weekend, and I guess its just because I dunno.  I think I am just so ready for summer right now, and my mom just keeps telling me to hold on for another 5.5 days and then for finals.  AGGHH finals... Even though the past three days have gone really well I still feel like I'm going to cry.  I mean I got home yesterday and I was asking people their schedules and everyone didn't wanna talk about them and I was like ok fuck off then.  I mean I didn't really mean it, but it's like seriously I'm sorry it's all my fault that I was out of town.  Geeze.  But I dunno, I kinda just feel left out on a lot of things, even though I'm not. I have no classes with people I've really gotten to become close with this year, and I HATE that.  I mean it just kinda adds to the other stuff that's going on that I don't tell people because then I get the standard bull shit thrown at me... I hate it how everyone is leaving me out still... Wait no, but I mean still I guess I just expect more from people and maybe I shouldn't oh well... That's gay, cause the only people who have called me have been Ginny and Ashley... Hmm thanks guys..  But really I'm really really missing my dad right now.... I haven't seen him in 2 1/2 weeks and I know people's dads go on trips for longer than that, but I mean I don't even know when he's coming home.  All because of our stupid governor Senor Econobitch is too much of a pussy to actually think of anyone other than himself.  What a fucking baby.   Sorry just had to let it out

THINGS THAT ARE BOTHERING ME:

1.  School

2.  People in general

3.  Food

4.  My grandpa

5.  My family going to San Diego without me because of gay ass finals

6.  My brother moving out

7.  Politics in dance [lots and lots of politics]

8.  Repeat number 2

9.  My dad's MIA

10.  People who are depressed all the time

11.  Time

12.  Schedules

13.  Tired of failing

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OK SO ONTO THE BRIGHTER PARTS OF THE WEEKEND

Memphis, Memphis, Memphis... Dude that place is fucking hotttt!!  The part of the hotel where we stayed in had the freakin' heat on and it was already 90 degrees there! Oh man it was sooo freakin hot... WOOO and then everything had the feeling that it was wet because it was so humid.  Eckk.  But it was fun anyways I guess.  I didn't get anything which I was disappointed in because I screwed up one of my dances and totally dominated in my other.  Oh well shit happens I guess.  But Saturday night my mom and I decided to stay in our room instead of going out with other people and we ordered a pizza from PIZZA HUT and watched Down With Love... Liked it better than the first time I saw it.  Funn times.

Oh but then the best part of the trip was when our plane got delayed for 3 1/2 hours.  Yea def highlight especially because the only channel the TV in the airport got was CNN and they kept playing the same things over and over again and I was seriously getting nautious.  The weather was soo bad in Chi-Town that none of the airlines were flying to O'Hare so yea... It blowed and the only place to get food was at this creepy little diner thing.  Ehhh called the BBQ pit.  wooah.  But most def hung out with Sylvia Perez from ABC 7.  That was cool.  Her daughter was at the same dance competition as I was the day before and she was taking the airport shuttle with us and ulimately the plane.  She was sooo nice and it was pretty cool because yea.  I also liked her shoes... Wow I'm gay

But mos def went to the CUBS game today with Ginny! Yay Wrigleyville!  I hadn't been to a Cubs game in like 249832753 million years literally so it was a lot of fun.  Especially when the pigeon pooped on the lady next to us... TWICE!!! haha but they totally won 3-1 against Houston who's in second place baby!!  Ok so now I'm getting a little over excited.  Most def ate the whole entire stadium.. MMMM food. 

So this week should be pretty good except for all the tests and shit.  Last Euro grade is on Wed and the test is gonna suck... I totally have to study for that one!! And Caesar too.  Oh shit... Quotes and Essay????? What the f!  But at least Chem is on Thursday so I can figure out how to do it by then. 

Well gotta run, but I'm out! [kinda like the batter] haha

SUMMER = GOOD

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: Elias... Dispatch - - - Don't really know why or how

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May 25th, 2004
10:18 pm

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She Bangs She Bangs... Breakin out the William Hung BABYYYY!!

Shout Out to MEGAN!!! HAHA I am making a whole post about it just for you!!  I'm so sorry I haven't been able to go downtown and chillax en tu apartamento!!  Congrats on the new job!! Me gusta mucho dinero and a house in Water Tower!!! Can you say major shopping??? So anyways as soon as school gets out and you can do it... I'll FINALLY come down and visit you!! I know you miss me, who wouldn't -- JK!  I can't believe I haven't seen you since like Valentine's Day maybeeee?  Too LONG!!!!!  And you most def won't believe that I got like 51654654354554212137596798725349 inches cut off mi pelo... OK so maybe only 13, but still, it's no longer a freakin beast anymore.  Anyways, even though we don't have the "brother" connection anymore, I still hope we can be good friends, who knows maybe some day it will work out... Still LYLAS

<3 <3<3 MEGAN MAUREEN!!! <3<3<3

MUAH!!! *

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May 23rd, 2004
01:40 pm

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MY SALSA - - - AY AY AY

So I downloaded Who Let the Dog's Out on like Thursday and I almost died laughing listening to it!  OMG it's the funniest song ever especially because I haven't listened to it since like 7th grade!  And I totally remember that they couldn't play it at our dances at STS because they thought there were "dirty lyrics"... OK that's pretty gay, but then again STS was pretty messed up. 

Most def diggin' the sun that's out right now... It's been raining like mad crazy for like the past week, and I dunno what was up with that.  Maybe we'll have to have a BBQ tonight... MMMMM that's sounds good to me!

 

COUNTDOWN TO SUMMER VACAY: 13.5 dias

Dude that's a long freakin time to be in school.  Plus that's not counting the weekends so it's like 3 weeks!  AGHHH I hate school so much right now!  It blows especially cause finals are gonna suck.. Yea Chem?  Whoever thought it would be good to have a cumulative final can fucking suck my balls... I couldn't even handle studying for one semester and now I have to study for TWO... Agh Zinger's making me very happy... NOT

Last night... Oh man.  So Ashley and I went to see Mean Girls porque we hadn't seen it and I totally started cracking up when this guy from the movie asked this girl what her wig was made out of and she was all like : YOUR MOM'S CHEST HAIR... AHAHAHAHA I totally started cracking up and everyone was all like WTF is that girl doing, but yea that was a highlight.  And then after the pelicula we totally saw Cindy and Whitney in front of DDR --- and this asian guy was doing it like MAD CRAZY!  And Cindy was tellin me how she and Whitney did it once to It's Raining Men most def by one of the SPICE GIRLS... and then we kept asking him to dance to the song, but he wouldn't.... SAD I know... But then Cindy pulled me into the bathroom and showed me the O.B. Tampons they had in there and told me that she wanted some of me!! AHAHA and there was totally this teacher from Fremd in the bathroom and I started laughing sooooo hard... That was fabulous.  And then Ashley and I played some pretty pimp ass games and then went outside and talked to these dumb fucks and they were gonna come over to Ashley's... OH man they were creepy and this fucker kept trying to touch Ashley's boobs!! HAHA Ashley you loved it [JK] and then yea they left and I most def ate mucho chips and it made me VERY alegre... Great times... Next week hooker outfits?  Most def!

Summertime Summertime Sum Sum Summertime... I soo want summer to be here!!  Especially because well, it's SUMMER! And most def gonna have some fun times with Cindy and Whitney in summer school... oh yea and Mr. Cap?  Dammit now we can't wear shorts or skirts without having him check us out... DUDE that's just plain nasty especially because it's like  4 1/2 freakin hours of horny creepy consumer teacher... EHHHH

But I'm sad soccer's over!  We had such an amazing team and I'm soooo happy that I made Soph rather than JV or Varsity porque they always seem to be competing with each other for starting spots... I'm just glad that I sucked enough to be on the equipo porque it was one big PARTAY... Friesen, I most def call squatters in the men's room even though I didn't get to use the urinal HAHA.  I know these weren't mine cause I didn't feel no rainbows! And Kindergarten Cop.. Oh man yes!  Maher, MaHA great times especially because we didn't hold anything back... You gotta ___ when you gotta ____ (insert three letter word)... Heika Dike and Taryn O'Smelly are my lovers, Crazy dancing skills up in here!... Katya and Mancini have mad mad dancing skills especially to BABY GOT BACK, that butt you got makes me so hornyyy!.. AnnA you totally sounded like the girl from Kindergarten Cop " I'm Not a Policeman I'm a Princess" oh yes man.. TIA BABY!!! You and Alex crack me up! But your late night videos are too sexual for me if ya know what I mean!! What I'm not a lesbian Tia! HAHA that was awesome... Holly dearest, its been interesting... JK

Ok so I know that half these people won't even see it but IT'S ALL GOOD

My brother and I were playing soccer in my house today in my front hall and we used the doors to my dining room and to my dad's office as goals... Oh man most def won 10-6.  Can I get a WOOT WOOT?  Yesssssss  and then we started using the papers (which was still in the plastic wrap)  and playing some game called Cricket or something and it was so funny because I still won... I didn't just win, I DOMINATED!!

So must go and shower now so I can go shopping.... LATA GATAS

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME!!!

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May 9th, 2004
04:26 pm

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Breakin' out the Old School John Cougar MELLANCAMPPPP

13 inches BABYYYYY!!!

Yes... It's true I mos def got 13 inches cut off on FRIDAY!  I was kinda nervous, but when the lady who cuts my hair came up to me in like the area with all the chairs and magazines to measure my hair, I totally didn't know that she had scissors in her hand... But it was good that I didn't know porque then I would have been all like pshhhh hold up so she didn't give me time to think about it... YAY BARB!!  But I totally love it because it only takes me 5 minutos to dry it and I can actually do stuff with it.  And un mejor plus was that I donated it so I mos def feel bueno about that!! I'M SOOO HAPPY!

A.P. Test??? What a freakin joke.  Ok I totally had no clue on like half of the multiple choice questions, and I TOTALLY made up my first free response essay... I do have to say that was pretty funnnnnnn... Almost as fun as eating a bunch of bricks.  Never again

But that night was fun porque I went over to CYNTHIA'S and we totally were watchin HOME FRIES and trying to figure out what the hell was going on and OMG it was amazing... And then her basement totally has all of her soccer and softball pics and I totally sawGinny in one of the picturessss.  She was sooo cute even though it was like in 4th grade it's all good.  But of course we totally rocked the fooseball table and had some CRAZY games goin down... Aww ya!  I got educated un poco about the freshman clase...  VERY INTERESTING I DO HAVE TO SAY... hmmm

HAPPY MADRE'S DAY everyone..  My house smells like brunch porque we made brunch for all the motha's like we do every year and I swear to Budda I ATE A WHOLE PACKAGE OF TURKEY BACON.... mmm but it was yummy.   I know it sounds nasty but I def like turkey bacon better than regular bacon.  Ok I'm doneeeee

QUESTION OF THE DAY:

Why do they give little kids naps?  I mean seriously, we're the ones who really need 'em and they don't want them so why don't they just give us a naptime/studyhall option?  Who would sign up? I know I would.....  Like today for example, I took a 3.5 hour nap.  Yes def rockin the couch and the decimal point

Alrighty kids, I'm out, but not without a lil' convo con Bridget....

Brigie189: i was like get the hell outta here RIGHT NOW

ChocoTaco401: what a lesbian

Brigie189: no like thats just sad

Brigie189: she’s all like giving private dance lessons and crap like that

ChocoTaco401: hmmm private dancing…

OMG Bridget me encanta tuuuuu!!!

Current Mood: jubilant
Current Music: Mambo Italiano -- All you calibraise do a mambo like a crazy

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May 1st, 2004
08:54 pm

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SOMETIMES I AM SOFA KING WE TODD DID IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY!!!

This week has been pretty shitty... actually I take that back.  It's been good because we had like no school because the Juniors were taking tests and the were NO UPPERCLASSMEN!!! yay.  Which means <<gasp>> no smart ass comments in Euro!! Yay Ginny is very alegre about that one.  But anyways so all we pretty much did was watch movies and did nothing.  I think the only actual learning that took place happened on like Wednesday when we had that IMPOSSIBLE chem test.  Yea I remember learning all about that stuff.  Ok try HELL NO.  What the fuck was she thinking?? Jesus Christmas she always does crap like that.  I miss Mr. Senor Bryne and I thought I'd never EVER say that oh well, just remember the end of the month is when Zinger gets PMS... Yea black pants (hehe Jen)

So I totally got my cell phone taken away at school and it was given to my administrator.  I was calling Stephanie because she ALWAYS meets Kelsey and me by my locker before lunch and we always walk together, but then she didn't meet us and I figured she'd stayed home because school was such a joke this week.  And I was all like OMG she is missing so much school and shit like that because she had had a field trip for gifted on Tues so I wasn't sure.  So I go into the girls bathroom with Kelsey cause we always have to pee before lunch and I called her house and her mom picked up and we had this whole conversation and cool stuff like that.  And then this janitor lady walks in randomly and I'm on the phone and she was SOOOOO pissed off.  She told me to hang up and made me give her my phone and I was really mad.  And then she's all like you should know better and blah blah blah... So at the end of the hour I go to the Administrator's office to pick up my phone and the secretary said that no cell phone had been turned in and then the lady who took my cell phone walked in and started yelling at me because she supposedly told me " YOU CAN PICK IT UP AT THE END OF THE DAY" and I was like pshhh fuck no.. You never told me that and Kelsey can totally back me up on that one. So to make a long story short, I got my phone back, a "verbal" warning, and notice today of my "disruptive behavior" at school.  Yea that's a good one.  My parents are totally making fun of me too.  HAHA funny try not

And the stories just keep on coming...

That same day in gym we watched Radio and it was really funny because Amy and I were pretending to be the people in the movie.  I was totally Radio and I was pushing around the shopping cart [ A.K.A. Amy's house ] and she was the coach who gave me the cool football... Ya she was. And then Jenny was totally the wife and I dunno it was just really really funny and I guess you'd have to be there...

I was totally excited all this week because I was going to get my haircut yesterday but yea that totally didn't happen.  Get ready for a long story cause trust me it's going to take foreva : A week ago I told my mom that I really wanted to get my hair cut because it's starting to get really really heavy and my neck is starting to get sore a lot.  So she's all like ok I'll make you an appointment for Friday (yesterday)  And then she got this idea about taking pictures of she and me for my dad for father's day and I was totally game with the idea, but I still wanted to keep the appointment.  But my mom said that I would probably end up waiting until after school is out and I really didn't want to wait.  So my mom asked me Thursday if I wanted to still get my hair cut on Fri and I was debating because I thought the pictures would be a good idea.  I told her that I would tell her before I got to dance, but then I forgot to call her because we were talking about Mid-West Regionals and about teams and stuff and there was a bunch of traffic so I didn't call her.  And then she called my cell phone at like 10:35 when I was driving home con mi papa and I told her I would talk to her when I got home because 1. I was driving and 2. I thought she just wanted to talk about dance.  But I was gay and decided to have banana bread when I got home and by the time I went up to talk to her, she was already asleep because she had to get up the next day and go to work while we got the day off because of a teacher institute.  And so I called her on Fri at 2:00 to discuss what time she would pick me up and then she told me that SHE HAD CANCELLED THE APPOINTMENT BECAUSE I DIDN'T GIVE HER AN ANSWER ABOUT MY HAIR and she wanted to give someone else the oppurtunity to have the appointment and shit like that.  OMG I got so pissed and I started crying hysterically for the next hour and she was all like I'm not going to see if I can get the appointment back and  blah blah blah blah blah... And I called to see if the appointment was still open which it was and when my mom came home, she told me that she had gone to get her bangs trimmed and that the hair stylist was leaving early because she suddenly had plans.  Plans my ass and if my mom had time to get her bangs cut then excuse me, why ruin my day by cancelling the appointment??? I mean seriously.... I dunno and she almost grounded me because I was acting really retarded and I am really mad because I didn't get my hair cut and I was SO EXCITED YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND... like I totally was on cloud nine because this beast was finally getting chopped off... Oh well I guess theres always next Fri....

A.P. test Fri... Who's ready?? Most def not ME!!! I'm kinda scared and starting to get stressed out because um yea didn't always listen to the lectures during class, but excuse me if Mr. Palmer is so fucking boring and likes to flirt with all the senior guys.. Not my fault.. And don't even get me started on film strips.  My dad keeps telling me not to get stressed over this test but I mean if I were paying $83 for a test, I would tell my kid to study like there's no tomorrow.  I dunno I guess it'll all be over in a week... Still debating whether I should go to school that morning.  If anyone is taking the test in the afternoon, tell me what you're going to do.

Today in church it was the grossest thing ever!! There was this lady who was like 40 and she was wearing this lime green linen capri and top thing and omg can you say MAJOR WEDGIE??? I mean when you wear a thong that's your business but excuse me this is freakin church and that's just NASTY... Especially because her daughter was making her communion and all... WOW what a weird lady.

Well that's all for now, I need to go watch some CHEAPER BY THE DOZEN... It's wicked awesome!!!

 

Current Mood: nerdy
Current Music: Gin Blossoms ~ Hey Jealousy

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April 24th, 2004
11:28 pm

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Billie Jean is NOT my lover... Wait maybe she is and MAYBE SHE IS!!!!!

OK so most def haven't updated in like FOREVA so this one's gonna be longgggg... Alright fasten your seatbelts kids...


Wednesday was freakin amazing!!!  I had a physical right after school and I always have to get a finger prick every year which always kinda freak me out... but anyways I was totally going to be good and just get it over with and at the end of the physical when they went to get the PRICKER (HAHAHA) the nurse came in and told me the sad news... THE MACHINE THAT READS THE BLOOD CELL COUNT BROKE SO I DIDN'T HAVE TO GET A FINGER PRICK!!!!! Ahhhhh I was sooooo happy.  They offered to have me come back to get it in like a week because they knew how much I enjoy them, but I was like are you freakin CRAZY? Oh and by the way I am 4'6 and weigh 256 pounds... Praise it... It was a jolly good laugh at the doctor's office I do have to say.  Ok then I had to scramble like an egg to get to my game at 4:30 against the Coneheads a.k.a. the Conant COUGARS [haha remember the good times with P ShaUna? yea you do].  So Mr. Jimenez couldn't start me because I arrived late, but that was totally cool by me...But five minutes in he substituted me in and I totally went and scored the first goal.  We ended up creaming them 4-0 and it was Great....


Yea so now that that's all said and done, we had this FUTBOL tourney this yesterday and today and OMG they were such bitches... Ok whoever said that calling people fat, ugly, a bitch, and saying that a persons sucks really is gay... I mean when you have TWO fucking players coming off the field crying... man I was ready to kick some fucking Lyons ass this afternoon.  And even Alice saw me at Starbucks and I was all pissed off and everything.  So we lost all of our games, who gives a shit, we played really well and the other teams were dirty players so fuck them... Way to chew 'em out Kristen and Maher. At least our team gets along this year unlike last year where there were so many cliques and it was really gay and all... Great times today going in the men's bathroom ( OH WAIT THAT WAS ME.... YES THEY LEFT THE SEAT UP AND NO THERE WASN'T A URINAL)  and Taryn and I buying the corn for mommy in our special cart with the car in the front... Well who cares Cindy is Freezin and a shopper in training... HAHA great times at Dominicks... Most def a highlight of the day!!


>>>>> Shit mother fuckers ass shit dammit <<<<< Ok had to get a little anger out.. Good ol' St. Theresa education for ya


FUNNIEST MOMENT OF THE DAY:


I was doing my drivers ed hw for changing a tire and when they get to the steps that involve the jack, the book is all like, Jack up the car now... and its really really funny, or maybe its just me and my queermo humor


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I def got some pretty hot wallpaper for my computer... It's of the one, the only Gary Coleman.  Yea most definately diggin the ghetto wallpaper.


I was watching What's Happening this old school show from the 70's and it was great because there was this convo going on that totally made me pee in my pantalones...


Guy: I can't help it if I'm fat... It  runs in the family


DeeDee: Dude, no body runs in yo family


HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHA x's like 2594305845134509348542351349756.45576


I love making fun of people at dance sometimes.  Especially when it's with Bridget as in like two days ago...



Brigie189:
like shes not even that good of friends with C.P. to have only her in her gay ass profile.. I mean come on it's just so sad                                                                      
Brigie189:
"with my amazing dance skills hhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaa"

ChocoTaco401:
that totally made my day                                                                          
Brigie189:
i like how she was like bring me ur little trophy or medal or whatever u get at worlds                                                                                                                              
ChocoTaco401:
dude she'd give it to my dog before she would give it to HER ChocoTaco401: and i dont even have a dog                                                                   
Brigie 189:
HAHAHAHAHA I know, I've been to your house remember?          
ChocoTaco401:
 How could I forget... You mean you ATE my house right?                                                         
Brigie189:
LOL yea I kinda did        

And then it goes onto like talking about the unnamed girl's boyfriend and how I thought he was kinda cute and Bridget was all like TAKE IT BACK and I was like no you take it back BITCH... HAHA I love you Bridge!!!

Well yo gotta run because me's thinks me's exhausted.

P.S. Why is everyone depressed all of a sudden?

Current Mood: drained
Current Music: I Believe In A Thing Called Love

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April 10th, 2004
12:30 am

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Roses Really Smell Like Poo Poo Poo
OK this is pretty ghetto..
What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part Is Nothing
Special Talents Are Giving The Rub Down
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

Wow.... I have no sexy body part, too bad.  But I do specialize in giving the rub downs.  I LOVE IT!!!

Ok so besides the post I did earlier today, the past to weeks have been really busy, but totally good at the same time.  I just want summer to come so fast, oh man I don't know if I'll survive the next  8 weeks of school.  Too much togetherness and teachers are really starting to give us some hard SHIT.  Yea it's all shit, but I totally love the fact that our ESPANOL class got such bad scores on our Spain tests that she's giving us a retake on Monday (thank GOD).  But it was really funny on Thursday because we were supposed to be doing these timelines so that we could study for the retake, but I couldn't stop flicking Melissa off and it was totally NIFTY.   Yea it was and then I kept calling everything a FUCKER with Bre like I always do, but that's so old news.

Yay my b-day was TUESDAYYYYYYYY.  The big 1-6.  I am so freakin excited cause my brother got me School of Rock and the BEST OF WILL FERRELL (agghhghghghgh!!!!). I think I wanna marry Will Ferrell, he's so sensitive... Um okay.  But my b-day was great and I don't think I would have had it any other way.  Gracias to all the people who came over on Sunday and I'm sorry I took so long at the grocery store.... And driving home like the speeding grandma I am.

So last night was really funny because Kathy and I were talking at like 1 and she was saying how much she wanted pancakes and I really wanted french toast.  We were going to have a field trip to IHOP because they're open 24/7 which means you can get your breakfast on anytime you freakin please.

I LOVE playing matchmaker.  Ok so I'm doing this whole liturgical dance thing for church.  I know it sounds kinda queer, but it's actually not that bad because it's the Easter season and all.  But besides that, there is a woman and her daughter who danced at weekend masses all throughout Lent and they came up to me and asked me if I was a dancer one day after church.  And so I told them I was, but I was an Irish dancer and have absolutely no coordination with the upper half of my body, but they were all like oh it's ok and stuff like that.  But then the woman saw the priest who's really good friends with my parents and she told him that I was going to dance and all so I figured ok what the hell I might as well do it.  Before they actually called me about doing the masses, my brother thought that the daughter (who's a senior in college by the way) was really hot.  And so I told him that if I were to dance, I would totally put in a good word for him and all.  So here I am on Good Friday, and keep in mind that I did Palm Sunday masses (all freakin 5 of them), Holy Thursday, and tonights service so I've gotten to know the woman and her daughter pretty well.  Somehow it slipped out that my brother had the so called hots for her and she saw him some time during the mass and thought he was really cute so there was this whole inside joke about how he was going to always pick me up from church just so that he could talk to her ( which was TOTALLY true by the way ).  And so tonight, Tim came to pick me up and he and she were talking and her mom and I ran out of the church and into her car and drove back to my house, leaving yes them stranded with the only mode of transportation of HIS CAR.  So they totally had to drive home together.... AND guess what, he got the dIGITS....  OMG I thought I was going to die laughing.  She is so nice though and even though she's only 22, she's really mature for her age and I totally get along with her... And I guess my brother does too.  Funny how things work out, but it totally made my night.  Anyways, so I get to be the most holy person ever this weekend by going to Holy Thurday mass, Good Friday service, the Easter Vigil, and Easter Sunday mass.... Man that's a lot of churchin...

Alright I gotta run because I have to be up for FUTBOL at 8 ~~~ I'm outta here

Current Mood: rejuvenated
Current Music: Rick Springfield --- Jesse's Girl

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April 9th, 2004
01:28 pm

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I JUST NEED TO LET IT ALL OUT--> NOT TRYING TO START WORLD WAR III

Wow... ok I just have to say one thing before I start writing... These past two weeks have really been, well "hard"... Everyone is starting to get sick of each other and words are being passed around that may have not even been said.  I'm not necessarily talking only about myself, but others as well.  Everything is getting out of control and I hate the fact that many people aren't talking anymore and that one little thing is ruining friendships that I thought were so strong.  I don't even think that I need to mention any names because I think everyone knows who they are.  This year has been an interesting one so far... And I just wanna apologize to everyone for complaining about so many different things.  I had a conversation with someone this week [ and you know who you are :*) ] and it was a BIG reality check.  I know I complain a lot and I know I really have nothing to bitch about.  It's the standard, my life is worse than everyone elses thing and what I realized is that if everyone would just stop making big deals out of nothing and actually try and work things out, then maybe there woudn't be so many bitch fests going on.  I know for one, that I am really going to make an effort to say things that won't hurt others and be a more positive person because I now realize that my life is pretty damn perfect compared to others.  I know it sounds kinda gay, but I know that it will help to make me a better person and friend. Sometimes I guess, it just seems like I'm the odd man out while everyone else has someone to be with. I guess the only thing I really wanna gripe about is the fact that no one ever wants to do anything unless I make the plans.  If I were to sit home on Saturday night without calling everyone to see if they wanted to do something, then I know I'd never EVER do anything because no one ever seems to want to include me in things.  Sometimes it just feels like people only want to be friends with someone only to be associated with them and not really do anything to make the friendship work.  In case no one has noticed, I've been really mellow about things, but its not because I'm depressed or anything, it's just that I can't take anymore of the constant bickering and middle manning that's going on.  Yes and I did making up the manning part...  It's just really makes me upset to see how things have changed since the beginning of the school year and I guess that was kinda inevitable.  I just really miss the old times that we used to have with everyone getting along and having a totally FREAKIN amazing time.  I guess I just really really want things to go back to the way they used to be, but I know that too many people have been hurt for that to really happen... 

Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Shut Up ~ BLACK EYED PEAS

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March 26th, 2004
02:02 pm

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Hey Mama

Yesterday I FINALLY got to go shopping!!! Snaps para mi.  And I saw this creepy crossdresser working at Marshall Fields.  He/She was HOTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!.  times 65.  And mi madre y yo got hand massages at Origins for FREE.  Oh it was a beautiful thing because they put these heating things over your hands so they could soak in the crap they put on your hands and they made you look like you had a problem with like itching yourself.. Ok nevermind but it was MUY funny.

So spring break is almost over :'( porque it's Fri and we have school on MONDAY. Aghh why did it have to go so fast.  I feel like I didn't really do anything... which I didn't , but that's OKely Dokely porque I needed to freakin relax like a mother. I kinda wish we had next week off instead of this week porque a lotta people from dance have it off next week and I know I'll be jEALOUS because they'll be off and we'll be in school listening to Mr. Senor Byrne talk about crap that we don't know about... GRRRRRR

But last night at dance was SOOOO funny porque no one did anything except for the people going to Worlds next week.  We were having arm wrestling competitions behind the mirrors and checkin' out our MUSCLES.. Yea we were.  And everyone [ EXCEPT MALLORY hehe ]  in our carpool was supposed to get measured for new dresses and when I went in, Mrs. McGarry was all like your wearing too many clothes so you need to take some off... Imagine how much I was holding back after that one!!! So I took off some of the stuff I had over my dance clothes, but still I had to stop myself from laughing at her.  And then she put some crazy pen marks on my leg to see if that would be a good length, but that kinda creeped me out porque I went into dance and everyone knew that we were getting measured fo dresses because of the BALLPOINT PEN ON OUR LEGS.  Ok and then on the car ride home we were listening to the CD I had burned right before going to baile and I totally put Mallory's favorita song on it [ I Keed by Triumph the Insult Dog ].  And so we were totally playing it and she couldn't stop laughing and she was drinking Propel and spit in out in the car!!!! AGHHHHH so funny.. And then Bridget's mom was threatening to tell my mom that I was playing crazy music in her car and OMG I think I peed in my pants like 493534594860349643123123908946 times....  And Mrs. Lenahan started talking about Melissa Etheridge and I was like isn't she a LESBIAN, and Mrs. Leneye was like " Yea even lesbians can sing " Mrs. Leneye was so funny and then Goy like nearly had a freakin heartattack because of this.  But then I was doing Mallory's math homework and drawing little pictures for each of the questions which made me muy ALEGRE.  I guess you'd kinda had to have been there.  BAILE was oh so funny..........

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Favorite Song of the WEEK

There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16
And it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18
And it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

If I could find you now
Things would get better
We would leave this town
And run forever
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away, yea

Theres a piece of you that's here with me
Its everywhere I go
It's everything I see
When I sleep
I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight

If I could find you now
Things would get better
We would leave this town
And run forever
I know some where, some how
We'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away, yea

~That's all I know, but it is my FAVORITE SONG!!!!! I think I've listened to it like 23 million times~

It's really kinda sad that I don't know when any of the VaCaY's are coming back from vacation porque now I can't do anything con ellas, but that's ok.

I'm kinda just rambling on and on and on, so I think it's time that go shower.

Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: Hey Mama ------ B.E.P.

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March 24th, 2004
08:24 pm

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La attencion de la clase

Today I went to see THE PASSION... I was kinda nervous before porque everyone was telling me how violent and sad it was, so I was un poco uneasy.  Well I made it through and it was just as I had originally portrayed it to be.  It was really violent, but I wasn't moved to tears like some people were.  It was still really really hard to watch though, but I'm glad I saw it porque if I hadn't seen it in the theatres, I would have never seen it at all.  And I was BRAVE, except for the part when they put the nails into his feet and hands.... I closed my eyes for that one. 

As for that serious note, mis parientes y yo went to CHILI'S afterwards and it was really funny when I went into the bathroom and this lady was standing in front of the mirror and disco dancing to the Prince song that was on!!  OMG IT WAS HILARIOUS... I think I almost peed on the floor.  But then when she saw me, she totally >>ran>> out the door.  Ahhhh that was freakin amazing!!

So right now I'm doing my poster para EngLILish class, and my poem talks about how the horse must think it's queer about like walking through the woods and blah blah blah... The only person who I would think is really queer is the dude that wrote this... I mean come on who says that?  Ok so excluding the Carson, Jai (hottie with a body), Ted, Thom (FEO times like 67), and Kyan (also a major hottie!) a.k.a THE FAB FIVE.... Me encanta Queer Eye for da Straight Guy... to bad their not straight... well all but one is gay. Could it be TED? (See pictures below)

Kyan DouglasJai RodriguezTed AllenCarson KressleyThom Felicia

or check this one:

I love gay men, too bad they don't love me [ SHAUNA!!! ]

Anyways I think I might have an OBSESSION con this show, but it's ok.... at least that's what the therapist said. Now I must go and watch LAW AND ORDER... Laters TATERS

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Simple Plan --- Don't Wanna Think About YOU

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March 23rd, 2004
11:15 pm

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YoUr My BoY bLuE!!!!

FUNNIEST CONVERSATION EVER!!!

Di ZiZ aY: i rented honey
ChocoTaco401: my brother thinks jessica alba is HOTTT                                                    Di ZiZ aY: haha
ChocoTaco401: and i do too
Di ZiZ aY: me too!
ChocoTaco401: jk
Di ZiZ aY: i..... uh
ChocoTaco401: wow creepy
Di ZiZ aY: wasnt...
Di ZiZ aY: lol
Di ZiZ aY: hahahaha
ChocoTaco401: oh well its ok
ChocoTaco401: let it all hang out
ChocoTaco401: ja ja ja ja ja ja ja ja ja
Di ZiZ aY: hahahahahahahaha
ChocoTaco401: thats how they laugh in spanish                                           Chocotaco401: [ after like 10 different subjects ] no but I really do think she's hot

Ok so then the conversation goes on about how HOTT mighty mouse is... You know it Shauna! Actually it was just me talking about his muscles and his PEX, and his um legs...

So moving on, tomorrow I'm going to go shopping!! Yay for me and it's a big thing

for me because I haven't been shopping in like 2.5 months { Yes, I know just breath }

RANDOM FACT OF THE MINUTE

Right now it is 60 freakin degrees out!! During the day it's cold and now it's like freakin baseball weather out.  What is the deal, there haven't been so many changes since Fitz  went through menopause, and for all the people that didn't go to STS, it wasn't pretty....

No clue how I went from the weather to Fitz's ya know... Ewwies I'm really creeping myself out.

WHOA now that I've breathed, my B-day is coming up in two weeks exactly from today!!! Everyone in my family wants a list, but I don't know what I want, um the usual clothes, jewelry, $ money $, a CAR ... yea I wish.  In my dreams porque my brother and sister didn't get one when they turned sixteen so I don't get one.  But I'm cool with that... When I can afford it 20 bucks says I'm driving a 1974 woody station wagon, or one of those huge conversion vans with the blinds, the rust spots, and a million bumper stickers.  Yea I know MEJOR P.I.M.P. mobiles, or should I say PIMPETTE?

Peta Pan came home tonight so yo estoy muy alegre para Jennifer bo bennifer, no name game!! aghh

Well I gotta hit the hay because yo necesita dormir even, though my room isn't a freakin barn... LATAS zZZZZZ

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue

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